Post 101.

MY LIFE IS IN A FREAKING MESS. DAMN. I NEED TO FREAKING FIX IT.
I need God to fix it.
EVERYTHING IS MESSED UP, $CR3W3d UP, I'M SICK AND TIRED OF IT.
COMMON TEST IS COMING, I CAN'T FOCUS, I WANNA FIX THIS MESS, BUT I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START. IF ONLY I COULD TURN BACK TIME.
My life. It's all messed up. How am I gonna clean this mess. How am I gonna get back on the right track. How am I gonna find the path. Life ain't smooth. Not one bit. Why can't I just blow my troubles away.
I DON'T WANNA LIVE IN A MESS, MY MIND'S ALL BLANK AND CONFUSED, MY SKY IS TURNING GREY, EVERYWHERE SEEMS LIKE A BLACK AND WHITE CARTOON, I'VE BEEN LIVING IN A STUPID FANTASY OF MY OWN, AND I JUST DAMN WOKE OUT OF IT, I REALISE IM NOT IN "PARADISE", MY WORLD, ITS ALL BROKEN DOWN, and I feel like... giving up... How am I suppose to start anew? What am I supposed to do when i'm overwhelmed by my troubles? It has piled into a mountain. With a little faith, I can move mountains? Mountains of trouble? How. How do I start. What do I do. I've got less than two hours before it's the day of common test. Fix my life in less than two hours? ... ... I'm in pain, it hurts ALOT, i'm in confusion, totally blur, dunno what to do, i'm in sadness, grieving over my stupid mistakes. And. I'm hardly in the mood for anything. My life. It seems so crappy. It seems to be crashing on me. Why. Why now. Why. All I can ask is why. If I could turn back time. I would return to the points before I made my mistakes. When I can change my life. When I can avoid this problems. Where I wont be so foolish. I really. Am. In a mess. And how can I call myself a Christian when i'm in no mood to show it. My failings. Are drowning me. My zest for life. Is lost. My happiness. Is replaced with acting. My smiles. Are now fake. My laughter. Is suffering. My heart. Screams in pain. Silently that others may not hear. But it disturbs me day and night.

When my life is messed up, what am I gonna do about it? How am I gonna let God fix it in less than 2 hours?

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Jonas Ng Jun Wei
11/11/1994
Christian
Church of Singapore
(Bukit Timah)
De La Salle Primary
St Joseph's Institution
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