small things can stack up to form mountains, every small difference count, even small things can change lives..
Uhh, nothing much to blog about recently, well, V day and CNY coming very very soon, Yeah! Finally we started on buying the stuff for our class, gonna try to change our class inside out, upside down...oh yea, btw, we've started this sort of "punishment" thing, its like when we use God's name in vain or say vulgar words, we have to donate to this envelop and the money will go to buying the discipleship books and other misc Christian stuff. Heheh, so far, only my friend has been donating, Cos I haven't violated any part of the law yet! heheh..Well, not really much to post about...hmm...I realise that in chinese, compo is usually my best, pretty amazing..(fyi. I hate chinese) Err, well, hmm, oh yea, if I were to go to Paris, to enjoy my stay there, I should bring at least $50k, well thats what my friend's father said and it does makes sense...but it's a heck lot of money..Paris stuff very expensive nia..bleah..
*Nooo, no more sorrow! HE paid for YOUR mistakes!
(edited from linkin park's "No More Sorrow".)
Woohoo! CNY and V's day is coming! I'm most likely gonna go back to DLS next wednesday! Wooo! Yea, and out of nowhere, I all of a sudden REALLY REALLY REEEAAALLY wanna go to the states or someother cool country with my church friends or school friends, ALL OF MY FRIENDS!!! I just got that wanting out of nowhere! Wanna go Perth! or Paris! Or..I dunno, just wanna gooooo!!! T_T It would just be soooooooo soooo uber fantasticly AWESOME! WAA~ can't take it sia, it would be just too oh so lovely and wonderful! Ehh, imagine sia, just 2 weeks, maybe 3, aiyo, ONE WHOLE MONTH, in paris or perth with ALL my friends!! SOO AWESOME NIA!!! don't wanna wait till 16-20 years old to go!!! too late lerh! Now still young, now still got reasons to be immature! Bleah, really wanna go sia... fly away from all the troubles of the world for once... O_O
Extreme Makeover
Ahh, just changed my blogskin, personally modified it myself too...Hope ya all like it! (:
ahh, might also be changing blogskin too...
Wah sey, just came back from LAN, and it was like....the noob soo totally pulled down my whole team... Ugh.. bleah, haven't done homework yet either...
ugh, totally unrelated, but, I'm just really pissed about how some guys can be so sissy in small matters, go NS confirm die sia. So irritating, somemore some are so showoff, when they have nothing to showoff about.
-R.I.D.I.C.U.L.O.U.S- Guy or gay? Please la, don't disgrace men sia. God created Man and Woman, not in betweens...be more man la...
Wooo! today steamboat at church, made sick drinks...ehh, and I forgot to bring my camera today. Ai ya! next time, someone help remind me...or i bring every saturday? Dunno...see how...
Ooo, tml got cafe duty..
Oh yea! monday going lan and maybe movie! Yea!!! (:
WOOO, looking soo forward to the 5v5 lan gathering on monday, I like, haven't played a 5v5 DotA match for AGES! Oh, we're gonna play cs too! And, we might be watching Cloverfield after playing LAN too!! SO FANTASTIC!! I'm sssoooo looking forward to it. Loooove it. (:
Sorry, been sick lately, couldn't get to update, or upload the pics and videos...anyway, today announced that SJI done very well and has been turned into a Band 1 school, and the average marks for last year o level people is 10.6? if i'm not wrong. The best in all of SJI history if i'm not wrong too, and in celebration of it, Monday is SCHOOL HOLIDAY!!! WOO!! gonna go lan with my friends, play 5v5 dota..(:, havent played dota for a long time liao...
Wah..I now still got flu.....>.<
Aww man, the prices of the software jerked up, so won't be getting it till my father comes back...anyhow...let's talk about the Christian Group in my class!
FIRST OF ALL, COPYRIGHT! Please don't copy it! God is watching! Ok...this is the logo I created...
Ok, its rather blur here, cos I'll put the big version next time somewhere probably...
Anyway, yes, our group name is IG-KNIGHTED.
The verse below it is the Great Commision, Matthew 28:19
Then It shows Knighted By God To Be Knights On The Frontline Of The Battlefield.
Ignited With The Flame Of God, Spreading It To Others.
(:
We're gonna reach out to our class, our school, our area! (:
Aye, on a posting frenzy today, people out there, better look at this blog while you can, cause I just MIGHT begin that change to my blog tml, whether the whole skin changes with it or not, that one..I dunno..heheh, appreciate it while you can! (:
Wow, now many of my church mates started puting "I am a Christian, Ask me why" because of the story of what a young man did that was heard during ignite conference. And MAN OH MAN, IT SURE DRAWS PEOPLE. I could actually see God's work at hand, people just started to began to ask my churchmates and my church mates got the opportunity to share to themm...man, it was AWESOME. God sure is AWESOME.
OH YEA! I forgot to blog about my class mascot! My class just got it's class HAMSTER today, it's a real FAT, BIG white hamster and our class called it "Milky" -.= Its so cute! BWAHAHAHA. I just feel like taking it and shove it up my classroom's aircon! :D
YEA!!!!!! Going Funan IT Mall TML!!! YEAA!!! Gonna buy software!!! YEA!!!.
OH yea, got some awesome photos of ignite conf, kinda little, cos like 100 got deleted, 100 is like nonsense, just crapping around, 1 video on us, abt 5 of my ah-girl zilian-ing herself. -.= and very little on the real thing. I mean, thats with my good cam, my old cam, got a bit also, but very little bah.. I might upload the photos next time. (:
Wow, ok this is just horrid, I totally dislike my chinese teacher now, it's like I whole weekend got ignite conference then she dont let me off when I couldnt do finish her homework. So now I got to copy one chapt of my chinese txtbook and I realised I didnt bring it home. -.-...
Ahh, for some reason, it feels like none of the christians are caring about my plan. I've had ENOUGH of this. If no one cares, I shall be the one to stand in the gap, even if I have to be solo, let me be. I can't afford to waste anymore time. This is IT.
Cant wait for steamboat! Cant wait for MT '08! Cant wait for YI camp '08! Love God, love church, love people. Really love taking pictures of church events. So cool, gonna bring my cam on every church event from now onwards.....Love blasting photos, love making people radiate and look so white like angels..AHAHA!
WOW, man, I just came back from the last day of IGNITE CONFERENCE!! It was totally awesome, you see, I was discouraged recently by the result of our first CLASS EVANGELISM session, and what was IGNITE CONFERENCE ABOUT? CLASS EVANGELISM!! It totally gave me back the encouragement I needed plus IDEAS!!! AWESOME! God is SOO AWESOME! Im gonna change my whole plan!
Yea, but bad thing is that I havent even started on my homework! Ahh!! Gonna go uber-mugging now, so yea, signing off for now.
Man, Serena you're awesome!
Oh sorry people, very busy recently, friday to sunday got ignite conference, dont even have time for homework.. Ehh, today was a horrible day, went wrong direction, was late for cell meeting, bus ignored me, was later, bus took long, was even later, rushed to mrt and BROKE half a earphone, ahh who cares? i'm most probably gonna get a new sony eric phone anyway, dashed to mrt station, just missed mrt, came to paya labar pissed off. Ahh, who cares anyway? Ignit Conference was good, but couldnt concentrate during Praise and Worship well. -.=X ...most likely eating SUBWAY tml! YAY. Love it. Like it. Eat it.
New plan emerging! BWAHAHHA, I'VE GOT A HOLY PLAN...This time, I'm gonna rock my school, changing my plan for evangelism! 3 Christians? So little? 3 Christians + GOD = MORE THAN ENOUGH TO START!
And to those christians working with me to carry out this plan of ours, I learnt something really cool, if people heard the gospel from us but dont accept it, you go laugh to yourself, BWAHAHAH, I'VE ALREADY PLANTED THAT SEED IN HIM AND ITS GONNA GROW! WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT! BWAHAHHA!...
Haiz, all tired from today...IT WAS SOO UNEXPECTED. first of all, only 2 cathos, me and 2 other christians, and 2 free-thinkers were there. I tried to tell them the gospel, but one was already on his way to being a christian, the other was TOO SMART. He knew like a whole bunch of scientific stuff to counter whatever we say...And he knows about God's miracles, but he sort of...I think he either doesnt want to, or doesn't believe them. And half way of it, it started to turn out to be something like a debate... And WORST OF ALL, we had to cut short, we took too long, and so it was cut short, and NO ONE RECEIVED CHRIST! GRRR, it was tiring, and HORRIBLE. That guy knows so much about christianity already. -.- ITS LIKE, why can't he be a bit more DENSE? ...ehh, this is ridiculous, so we decided, next week maybe we doing only christian meeting, then when I finish teaching them New Life, then we go back to evangelism..I dunno, maybe only...And another problem. In class, 5 are christians, just realised that, including me, about like...5-10 are buddhist? and like..the rest are like etc? like maybe 1 taoist or something, then the rest free-thinker..but it's still very little people. SO HARD SIA. IT'S LIKE, A catholic sch, so the people of cause know about Jesus's story..-.-...haiz..
anw, WOOHOO! tml, is first day of ignite conference!....
Hmm, eating chocolate truffle cheesecake, a delightful sensation...ehh, I hope not just 2 or 3 coming tml...T_T, but God's timing is perfect, I shall just follow according to His plan...OOoo, lots of activities in school going on, Got CNY competition, Class T-shirt, CLASS HAMSTER!!! and ehh..yeah...hmm...I'M BORED HERE..if anyone is out there, please go online on msn when you can, I need someone to talk to...(:
Alright, having some difficulty finding people to go for tomorrow, and I just finish typing out my "Sermon" for tomorrow, 1693 word-sermon, I really pray that it goes well, and I pray for more people to be able to come.
ugh..down with flu, i'm sick...physically...you get what I mean...ugh..
it's hard to get people to come this thursday..ugh...some don't care...ugh...and sis, if you read this, what's gonna happen to the cell outing? I know you're busy, so ehh, yea, take your time...(:
I just remembered a phrase from Star Wars which is related to last saturday's sermon about no fear.
"Try not. Do, do or do not. There is no try." quoted from Yoda, Star Wars.
Yes, we cannot let any fear stop ask from spreading the gospel properly, we either spread it with a willing heart full of fire for God, or we don't at all. Being in the middle is like half-baked, we won't be able to share properly if we are sharing and fearing at the same time.
So, let's all go out with a willing heart, full of zest, and ready to share the gospel to all. We've to save the lost, they need the Word badly. This coming thursday is going to be the first gathering, where i'm going to tell them about God and all the basic stuff. May God bless my mouth and speak through me, to save the souls of the lost, ALL GLORY TO GOD! (:
(I don't live by sight, I don't live according to my own will, I don't live by doing things the way I think is best,
I live by FAITH, I live according to HIS WILL, I live by doing things PROMPTED BY GOD.
I've already let the puppeteer control me, he pulls the strings of my actions, if I must be corrected, i'll only be corrected by Him. )
FAITH - Is doing something so great, that if God doesn't turn up, you're in trouble
The total surrender to GOD, allowing Him to do what man's power is unable to do.
I think I hardly shared this to anyone, why i'm such a changed person is because before mission trip '07, I constantly prayed that God would correct me if i'm wrong, and He did turn up, and He DID change my life. Now, everything I do, I surrender it to God, I don't care what he does, it doesn't matter if he makes a fool out of me, because EVEN ON THE POINT OF DEATH, I SHALL NOT FORSAKE HIM.
Yay, today got that dunno what thing, mass or something to welcome the new Sec 1s, then half-day of learning, but actually suppose to be no learning at all la, but nvm, half-day better than full day. I slumped on my bed and fell asleep soon....at home...duh...
As requested by my "mum" when I was bored and had nothing to do. Let's see...
My "mum" A.K.A Adina
Loves dancing
shorter than me (AHAA!)
older than me (AAHA!)
And she's an awesome mum! So awesome, that I know that if I don't post this, she'll kill me...
ANYWAY, she's a comical character who AT most TIMES humour me when I'm bored. She's the type that brings joy to a dull crowd. (I guess?) And it's sooo fun to make fun of her at times, but of cause, I try not to go off the limit. Though, sometimes she SEEMS to be a shop addict, nevermind, must pray for her... Ok! I'm like, talking to her on msn now, so if I post anymore bad stuff about her, I bet she will ATTEMPT to kill me....(but of cause fail la..) (: THAT'S MY AWESOME "MUM"! (:
Teh formula of people's attitude towards me, and how I will react.
Dont care
Dont appreciate = Discouragement = Depression = Long-term sorrow
Showing off ..............................................................= Anger
Accusation(others) = (I)Explain = Understand = Peace
.......................................................= Ignore = Anger = Unhappiness
ugh tml got sch again, lack of sleep again...-.-..haiz...
UGH, they say dont make other people's jobs be a burden to them, but its OBVIOUS then i'm doing EXTRA work helping OTHERS, and they are OBVIOUSLY making it a BURDEN to me. I repeat, I HATE being accused so you people out there better !#$%^&*( check out and understand the FULL situation before ACCUSING ME. DARN IT. And when I even BOTHER to explain matters to you, you better READ it or UNDERSTAND IT, and get it to your BRAIN. so STOP ACCUSING ME, you think I got nothing else better to do ar? YOU BUSY, YOU THINK I NOT ARH? -.-.
WOW, today was sure an "awesome" day..To start the day of, when I reached school, I realised in the first class that my ear was bleeding from the inside. And that day, we had 2.4km run which I was totally unprepared for. We also had acid experiments so I don't know whether I had acid on my hands earlier cos I didnt wash properly. And WOW, a last minute notice, that we had to bring back EVERYTHING we brought and left in school back home, and we all didn't know until today, cos it was a last minute notice. We have to bring back everything cos of the sec1 orientation camp thingy...-.-, So, at the end of school, I was holding 4 huge files in my hands, a bag stuffed to its max, I was tired from all the P.E and running, MY hands had acid (dilutted), I was all sweaty and rushing for time to reach church for the prayer meeting. I had aches all over my body, and when I finally reached church...guess what? I was told on my handphone that it was canceled...-.-X.
But of cause, I'm not blaming anyone, it just wasn't my day...haiz...what an "awesome" day..
AT LEAST, its the weekends, gonna finally get some sleep! ..
To work, or Not to work?
ugh, in a dilemma..I REALLY want to work, my school friends are supporting me and wanting to work too, but my "sis" doesn't support it, and I made a promise to myself that I will follow my "sis" in whatever she asks me to do, no matter what it is. But I need the money...and I also remembered, I can't use my savings..I really need the money, and though it would be time-constraining, my friends would be there to help me, with the money, I can finally get what I want...But I have to obey my "sis"...T_T i'm really in a dilemma now, ugh...what shld I do?
Today was the prayer meeting which only consisted of me and my friend. So I spend half the time teaching him the first leason of New Life so he could teach in the future. It went quite smoothly, until we encountered a problem. We couldn't use the classrooms to hold the "real deal" in the future because we cant stay back in the classroom. We cant do it in the canteen cos, too much distraction, not library cos cant talk, not annex...well maybe annex, but there is free for all studying students to use..and its beside the staffroom, and it aint tht big either.. PROBLEM, today, I could do prayer meeting with my friend because it was only 2 people, so we did it at a bench, but what about when we got to teach 10 people?!?!? ...God, light the path, show us your way Lord..
Here's a little art that I just finished, I just did it when I was bored..
Yes, the world will never understand me, man have failed time and again, my life is in such a mess now, i can be considered, "extremely moody", I seem to be changing to whole new different persons, time and again. Maybe one of the types of personality is my real personality? And its just kept behind an act? A flesh costume that is capable of hiding the truth..At times, I really don't know whats going on in my life...
ok im stating here that we are not gonna include the catholics to help us in our plan since sis requested me to mention this. Anyway, having some probs recently, trying to do as much as I can, im in need of time..Oh, and I just learned archery, so watch out. If i turn into a rambo one day, well, watch out..
...nowadays I really got to get a grip on my life. Sis, if I ever wrong you again, I bring a knife and you can stab me if you want...
uhhh..same old school days..and i've been getting very little sleep...and each time i go online on msn, I hope to see people online, but always so little people online.....
oo, new com just arrived yesterday for my bro....
And sis, I can't believe you actually have the time to go to my blog! Im really encouraged just to hear that..(:
Planning to work soon, aiming to work for at least a total of $3k this year. And at least 1k before december. I realise how short time can be...hmm, tml prayer meeting in my school, then next thurs, is the real deal...
woah, im really messed up now, very stressed up nowadays, abt my plan, only me and one guy can come for prayer meeting this thursday...-.-, but still, when 2 or 3 are gathered in His name, He will be there....Really! the harvest sure is plentiful, but the workers sure are few..I don't know how am I gonna do work this plan with only me and my friend being able to come to lead, but wait..lets invite another helper, HIS NAME IS JESUS. I believe that He will guide us through this, and I believe it will still work, cos He never fails!
Oh, and Serena//sis, im really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really SOOORRRYY when i've wronged you! I seriously dunno why its always you that im hurting.. I'm soorrry.. Really really sorry...please forgive me!.. Sorry! ..Soorrry..I really am...
Recently lots of things have been very chaotic, been trying to get good-paying jobs but all the job pays are sooooo low..-.- Oh, and I just got this HUGE tv, as in, really HHUUGGE, the screen itself is around 4 times the size of my whole previous tv..pretty cool..(:...anyway, recently dunno why, been too busy that I keep FALLING ASLEEP in school, have to keep slapping myself to keep myself awake...This is really whacked.
I'm doing ADDITIONAL MOVIES for projects, im searching for jobs that DOES NOT GIVE SUCH A LOW PAY., im having trouble organising the "cell group" thingy in my school cos some have cca, and i only got a total of 3 christians in my class, not including catholics...,including me...things are weird, messy, i saving up money too...ARGH! no wonder i've been falling a sleep in class...
I need a high pay because...
lets say I earn 1k per month, $700 for mission trip!, $100 for tithe!, $200 for GIFTS for You guys! (:.....any money for myself? no. any for the guitar i wanted for years? no. any for a new phone? no. any for a new mp3? no. (and i don't like mp4, i think mp3 is better)..NOOHOOOHOO..Tiring, stressed up...-.-, some more still got to invite friend to church plus organise cell outing! ARGH!
man, i'm busy...if I dont blog often, someone remind me please! cos I'm usually online everyday from around...well, after school, to around 10pm-12am...(: so yea, message me... thanks! God bless ya! GOD BLESS AMMMERICA! GOD BLESS AMMEEERRICCA! GOD BLESS AMERICA! ok, whatever. And bleach is like..SO much better than avatar, avatar is like one of the worst animes....(:
I also learnt something,
blackberry= not suitable for me
iPhone = some frauds
Sony Ericsson = ???the best i guess??
HEY GUYS, sorry I didnt get to blog for a while, i've been really busy lately as in...real busy, you see, in computer science, I'm actually the top student, but because I didn't have sufficient software, I couldn't do well, and lost to the top student in another class by a HAIRLINE. makes me soooo mad.. I could have darn gotten full marks! -.-, anyway, recently we've got this INCY TINY MINOR HOMEWORK, its just typing out some articles on piracy, but, I've decided to try to redeem my name! I spend all my time creating a movie with powerpoint in front of the articles, heheh, I'm gonna trash everyone this year if God helps me.
Anyhow, I love BLEACH! WATCH EPS 154!
I LOVE AVP, IT ROCKS!
I love anyone whos willing to accept my love, and those not willing either, CAUSE, love your neighbour as yourself!!
Ahh, can't believe that first weekend of the year is coming to an end, but, IM ALWAYS WAITING FOR THE NEXT DAY, (:(:(:(:(: Even if it's school, cause God changed my mentality and attitude, now I kinda like school!
And I learn to sing a bit of the second bleach song, which is in Japanese!! *clapSSS*
AHAHAHHAHA, ok, going siao already, bye! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
THE "CUNNING" PLAN...
This is what i've planned out for my plan to save my class .
We've planned a daily session in my classroom every thursday.
We're gonna invite free-thinkers first.
Each session will last about 2 hours (unconfirmed).
Next thurday, we will be getting all the "host" or otherwise known as leaders, to have a prayer meeting instead.
Sad thing is that, including me, theres only about 3 christians. So we are thinking of haveing some catholics to help us with the leading and stuff, but I'm not too sure about the idea.
I'll try to get the discipleship material by the saturday after that.
If it's ready during then, I'll have to meet up with the "leaders" and teach them how to teach New Life between the Monday-Wednesday after that.
The thursday after that will be...our First Session! May God guide us and allow our plans to work out smoothly. I will first start off with something like a sermon which might take about 45mins -1 hour. I'll use it to tell them some basic stuff.
The rest of the time will be for discipleship, where we will break down into groups and get teaching. Maybe last 5-15 mins for asking who wanna receive Christ? I really got to pray for God to expand our time.
We'll have this sessions weekly and if there are those sort of "speedy learners" ya know, those who get it very fast, then maybe we can have them help us in leading too. (:
I really pray that God will help us in making this plan work out smoothly. To all those out there who know me, please pray for me!
All the GLORY to GOD! (:
Haaa, 2nd day of school and I realised I have a horrible chinese teach who looks like one of the male teachers in my school. Each time, the chinese teachers keep getting worse, my previous teacher was so bad that the whole class wanted to complain to the principle...
Oh, and i made 2 new friends..
it's William Shakespear and......Dr. Evil!
I've been rather busy with shakespear stuff lately....So he's my new friend..for Dr. Evil, its cause..."I've got a cunning plan.." I don't bother to put shakespeare's picture up there, so know that THATS NOT SHAKESPEARE up there, its Dr. Evil..(:
Oh, and i made 2 new friends..
it's William Shakespear and......Dr. Evil!
I've been rather busy with shakespear stuff lately....So he's my new friend..for Dr. Evil, its cause..."I've got a cunning plan.." I don't bother to put shakespeare's picture up there, so know that THATS NOT SHAKESPEARE up there, its Dr. Evil..(:
Hey hey hey, to all those out there, i will repeat once more, I hate, HATE, HAAATTTEEE!!! DISCOURAGEMENT. I CANT TOLERATE IT. the 2 things I hate most, the stuff I cant tolerate most, is DISCOURAGEMENT OR GIVING THE COLD SHOULDER, AND FRAMING ME. I repeat, I CANNOT TOLERATE IT. I also CANNOT tolerate being left out.
oh yea, the feeling, it feels good, telling people about Christ and doing what pleases Him, it makes me wanna keep doing it! This is awwwwesome... (: heheh...and I cant start on that change to my blog until quite some time...got stuff to do, sorry ehh....
Ahh, I just love this old song, my uncle reminded me a song that I finally remember again.. its called "Lemon Tree" by Fool's Garden, a very cute and peaceful song, and here's the lyrics of it:
I’m sitting here in a boring room
It’s just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I’m wasting my time, I got nothing to do
I’m hanging around, I’m waiting for you
But nothing ever happens – and I wonder
I’m driving around in my car
I’m driving too fast, I’m driving too far
I’d like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely, I’m waiting for you
But nothing ever happens, and I wonder
[ Chorus ] I wonder how, I wonder why
Yesterday you told me ‘bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree
I’m turning my head up and down
I’m turning, turning, turning,
turning, turning around
And all that I can see is just a another lemon tree
SING!
dah, dah, dah, dah, dah, dee, dah, dah,
dah, dah, dah, dah, dee, dah, dah,
dah, di, di, di, dah
I’m sitting here, I miss the power
I’d like to go out taking a shower
But there’s a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired, put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens – and I wonder
Isolation is not good for me
Isolation – I don’t want to – sit on a lemon tree
I’m stepping around in a desert of joy
Baby anyhow I’ll get another toy
And everything will happen – and you’ll wonder
[ Chorus ] I wonder how I wonder why
Yesterday you told me ‘bout the blue, blue sky
And all that I can see
Is just another lemon tree
I turn my head up and down…….
turning, turning, turning, turning, turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree
And I wonder, I wonder!
[ Chorus ] I wonder how, I wonder why,
Yesterday you told me ‘bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see
And all that I can see (dit dit dit)
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree
Ok, thats the end of the song, it's a simple and nice song..(: OH, and today I managed to convince a friend of mine to go to church, its just that her parents don't allow her to come to church, I can tell that she wants to come, hmm, I'll be praying for her...FRIENDS OUT THERE, please help pray too..(:
Ahh, the first day of school wasn't too bad, and best of all, i've just asked my best friend today whos a christian, and we are going to create a sort of "cell group" or "prayer group" kinda thing in my class, should be on Thursday, so "sis", I thing i'll need your help here, im not really sure on how to start, and I need some discipleship material....Please pray for me!! and my class!! (: I wanna reach out to everyone in my class! (:
oh, and i'm gonna attempt to spread the gospel to my whole class...God bless me!....and everyone else!(:
Oh darn it, rushing for time like mad, everything seems so irritating, i'm tired i'm stressed out....and this is only the start of school...psk..I'm actually muttering words to my self...haiz, many days earlier, i've been praying to God, to change my attitude towards school, let it be a joy and not a burden, allow me to look forward to it and not hate it.....haiz.....
here it comes...first day of school....in 2008...
Oh darn it, rushing for time now, just found I have a new homework in my email and a test in week 2 thats counted in my exams too....I CANT BELIEVE I STILL GOT TIME TO BLOG THIS....Oh ya did I mentioned, For that dumb Common wealth Essay I have as my homework, I wrote a testimony about what I did for God, lol!
ok got to rush of do homework liao...Happy New Year!
Certain Random Quotes:
"To love is torment, to be loved is comfort."
"My heart has broken in too bits soo small that they could fit through the eye of a needle."
A few words of my own:
You're so cold towards me at times that sometimes, I feel like that lump of chicken meat in your mom's freezer, and it doesn't mean I look like chicken meat.
I gave you water when you were thirsty, but you used it back to drown me. I created a campfire to keep you warm when you were cold, but you shoved my face into the fire and burned me. I gave you my warm and my attention, but you neglected me with a cold shoulder. I gave you my heart, but you gaved it away. I showered you with love, but you took it, smithed it to weapons, and stabbed my heart with it. I tried to mend your heart when you were feeling sad, but you broke my heart a hundred times more.
Each slap you gave me, I repayed you with a gift, but you never appreciated them, and instead whacked me harder.
Ice freezes at 0°C, theoretically, the coldest possible temperature is Absolute Zero, which is –273.15 °C, but they way you treat me, it seems too cold to be measured on any scale, if only you would ignite that spark, it would soon grow into a warming forest fire, but you chose to kept the coldnest towards me, and here I am freezing, yet not dying, suffering, yet surviving, tolerating and bearing the pains of the cold, how cold it is...but all I can do, is wait for that spark...
yay, finally got a picture that really speaks to people who annoy me, credits to my uncle who used his hp to get take the picture for me..
"TALK TO THE HAND"
Quoted from the terminator in terminator 3, I just remembered this recently, love the deeply-voiced "talk to the hand"...its a pretty funny show...(:
ahh, schools tomorrow...got to wake up early again..I cant wait for the time where I can just have one whole year of slacking....well, to all those out there once again, HAPPY 2008!!!! (:
HAPPY BLESSED WONDERFUL JOYFUL NEW YEAR/2008!!!! May this year hold more oportunities for us to share Christ, and may this year be more AWESOME!!! WOHOO, to all those out there, may God continue to bless you in whatever you do!! (:
